An second run of Am6 is definitely in order. back from vacation with friends and my mind is wobbly. Lots of garbage still coming up and surfacing, lots of challenges. people tend to be jelouse in my presence, which I realized when interacting with people on a subconscious level and in behaviour, as if I am a treat. was shutted out in social setting some guys tried to amog me, trying to put me in lower order in ways of "don;'t try to make a move,. she is mine" fuck off. having still issues that are to be dealt with and to be solved with. attraction is definitely there. Also, what people do is not of my concern, im on my own path and blaze my own trail. harsh but clear realisation.
Deeper focus on myself and creating my reality/building up my empire. No sexual repression, rather bold. going on a strict diet which will support my goals. An shift in people are in my world, as in, I am the decider, the ruler, the king.
Deeper skill understanding, such as business, vision. Abundant life makes lots more sense.
My banter went more cold when some girl was all bitchy and snappy, held eye contact flawless while going in harder, reduced her back to being submissive.
urges to travel. know its going to happen, lesser procrastination.
Breakthroughs happen in terms of vision, more aggressive in pursuing it, no longer waiting, activiely creating.
feeling wobbly, headache, depressed. could be the alcohol from last week days.
IOnsight in confidence and insecurities, I knew I had lots of issues, but this much? Its pretty much kicking my ass.
Flipping this mindset in terms of acknowledging and embracing it, unstoppable.
Deeper focus on myself and creating my reality/building up my empire. No sexual repression, rather bold. going on a strict diet which will support my goals. An shift in people are in my world, as in, I am the decider, the ruler, the king.
Deeper skill understanding, such as business, vision. Abundant life makes lots more sense.
My banter went more cold when some girl was all bitchy and snappy, held eye contact flawless while going in harder, reduced her back to being submissive.
urges to travel. know its going to happen, lesser procrastination.
Breakthroughs happen in terms of vision, more aggressive in pursuing it, no longer waiting, activiely creating.
feeling wobbly, headache, depressed. could be the alcohol from last week days.
IOnsight in confidence and insecurities, I knew I had lots of issues, but this much? Its pretty much kicking my ass.
Flipping this mindset in terms of acknowledging and embracing it, unstoppable.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
