Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

How does the ego balancer work in AM6? I seem to crash every time I run AM6 after a bout of self/over-confidence. It's like I'm afraid of the repercussions of being confident.

It works by telling you to balance your ego with humility. Which, it would appear, you are interpreting differently than was intended. It was intended to be interpreted as being a constant effect, not a set of cycles between the two. I will make note of this for correction in the next version.

I've had this. I didn't know it was because of the sub, thought it was just my own issue to be honest.

It happens in sales a lot when I get on a roll I suddenly start to feel really bad for doing so well.

I also have it happen when things are going good for me and I suddenly decide to stop or keep myself from progress.

I thought it was fear like I said but what you explained Shannon is exactly what's been happening. Cycles.

Cycles of confidence, of (false) ego vs humility? Because they are very different things. Cycles of confidence happens as you ascend to a state of mastery, which is where your confidence stabilizes. The cycles of false ego (arrogance, etc.) vs humility is what happens when you are trying to balance the false ego and doing it binarily instead of steadily.