08-27-2016, 03:00 PM
Day 4
Two things came from today's observations.
1 - My eating is slowing down a bit - I'm still hungry, but not as hungry or eating as frequently. That could also be because I have been home literally all day.
2 - I am exhausted. Physically more tired than I have been in a very, very long time.
I ran DMSI, trickling for about 6 hours last night while I slept. I finally woke up at 7AM, took the headphones out of my ears, and went back to bed for another 2 and a half hours.
Had a quick 10AM work meeting with my team about a project that we are wrapping up, checked out everyone else's journals to read progress and post - again, something I have never done in the past is be active on a forum before. This was an interesting change.
I also ate a PB&J sandwich and that was it for the food consumption.
And then around 1PM, I passed out on my couch until about 3:45. Woke up starving, cooked an omelette and had it with some bean salad.
Mentally I find myself thinking in a more clinical way than I had previously. The devil is in the details sort of thing. This was something I had always wanted for myself - to be detail oriented, but I never had the patience for it. Now I find myself being able to focus enough to get the details down. Again, this aspect of DMSI has been amazing for me.
Onto something a little more interesting. There was a woman that I had been attracted to for some time in the past - she's an actress. I tried a few times previously to game her, and other than exchanging a few e-mails, nothing came from it really.
She e-mails me today and asks me for coffee or lunch. She even mentions in the e-mail that it was quite sudden, but she wanted to speak with me about doing a project.
So, Tuesday I'll be sitting with her for coffee.
I am also running the ocean masked track now as I write this, and for the very first time, I actually feel really hot. This is something that other posters had mentioned previously, but I hadn't felt it as much. Right now, I am totally feeling that.
Headache is less today, though still slightly there.
Two things came from today's observations.
1 - My eating is slowing down a bit - I'm still hungry, but not as hungry or eating as frequently. That could also be because I have been home literally all day.
2 - I am exhausted. Physically more tired than I have been in a very, very long time.
I ran DMSI, trickling for about 6 hours last night while I slept. I finally woke up at 7AM, took the headphones out of my ears, and went back to bed for another 2 and a half hours.
Had a quick 10AM work meeting with my team about a project that we are wrapping up, checked out everyone else's journals to read progress and post - again, something I have never done in the past is be active on a forum before. This was an interesting change.
I also ate a PB&J sandwich and that was it for the food consumption.
And then around 1PM, I passed out on my couch until about 3:45. Woke up starving, cooked an omelette and had it with some bean salad.
Mentally I find myself thinking in a more clinical way than I had previously. The devil is in the details sort of thing. This was something I had always wanted for myself - to be detail oriented, but I never had the patience for it. Now I find myself being able to focus enough to get the details down. Again, this aspect of DMSI has been amazing for me.
Onto something a little more interesting. There was a woman that I had been attracted to for some time in the past - she's an actress. I tried a few times previously to game her, and other than exchanging a few e-mails, nothing came from it really.
She e-mails me today and asks me for coffee or lunch. She even mentions in the e-mail that it was quite sudden, but she wanted to speak with me about doing a project.
So, Tuesday I'll be sitting with her for coffee.
I am also running the ocean masked track now as I write this, and for the very first time, I actually feel really hot. This is something that other posters had mentioned previously, but I hadn't felt it as much. Right now, I am totally feeling that.
Headache is less today, though still slightly there.