Am 6.0 first run

[terry44]

No, Sometimes the result seem to manifest very fast which leaves me somewhat wondering. I do slip back at times back in being needy, but this merely a vibe, happened today when I went back to the store switching to a bigger size shorts, and this was picked up, similar to lean in behaviour and pecking.

EDIT: I am thinking back and yes, I had that while running the sub, on stage 6 is eases up but yes, its like slipping back in this beta state and having fears around being alpha and general more confusion. Stage 4 and 5 were intense for me.

For me it's been saying something beta or the way I've said something, and then I say to myself, "WTF did you do that?". It feels like a lesson well learned. An example would be the way I say something: if my voice goes up at the end of a sentence it sounds so weak, if it goes down it sounds strong. I'm becoming determined to get rid of any weak traits.