08-27-2016, 07:47 AM
Hey Kol, do you ever get this thing where you briefly slip back into being beta/needy/seeking validation and an internal siren goes off and a feeling of regret and even revulsion for what you did? Not because of what others might think, but because you really don't want to be like that any more? This has happened to me several times over the last three stages (I'm on stage 5 now) and it gives me a strong resolve to never do it again! Before AM6 I just couldn't see how pathetic and beta I was sometimes. This stuff is really sinking in.
