08-20-2016, 03:53 PM
That was me during my first run. I wasn't as neanderthalic as possible during my first run but really didn't give a fuck. Worked, had aspirations but spent my days having lazy sex spending and eating more than necessary and just doing nothing. Eating fast food and watching movies was the perfect shame pleasure sandwhich. Not long later just relying on my subconscious and the feelings that it produced I've brought myself out of negativity and have been making meaningful positive impacts. I could be more positive though
