Was with some people yesterday and his girl acted all passive agressive till the point i called her out. After that I didn't pay any attention to her, turned my back and went off doing my own thing, which is definitely something new. She went totally haywire only to afterwards come grovel back with puppy eyes, like she had some guilt playing or wanted to pull some other new shit on me. I looked her dead in the eyes. Understand the more cold harshness in attitude. defginitely an growing asshole streak. uncensored.
Formula that took place was Tension - Hold frame/dont break frame - she doesnt get something out of it - qualification ( I don't belief in guilt from hers )
Now, her bf may settle which such crap, but I don't care who she is or what she is. If she acts disrespectfull, you will be called out. I aswell noticed that over the course of the evening I become somewhat more reactive in my attitude, and didn't gave much space at all, like I went hellbent on suffocating her with no space giving or something.
Some deeper understanding and concepts of game becgin to dawn on me. It was definitely an experience that made me reflect on it. Feel some inhibitions are definitely more dissolving.
There was definitely some reactivity from my side going on, but going through these conflicts helps me grow and understand the depths of myself.
EDIT: I held something in in favor for some image before, but in the end it all boils down to fear, false beliefs/petty upbring, suppression. There is nothing to fear.
Formula that took place was Tension - Hold frame/dont break frame - she doesnt get something out of it - qualification ( I don't belief in guilt from hers )
Now, her bf may settle which such crap, but I don't care who she is or what she is. If she acts disrespectfull, you will be called out. I aswell noticed that over the course of the evening I become somewhat more reactive in my attitude, and didn't gave much space at all, like I went hellbent on suffocating her with no space giving or something.
Some deeper understanding and concepts of game becgin to dawn on me. It was definitely an experience that made me reflect on it. Feel some inhibitions are definitely more dissolving.
There was definitely some reactivity from my side going on, but going through these conflicts helps me grow and understand the depths of myself.
EDIT: I held something in in favor for some image before, but in the end it all boils down to fear, false beliefs/petty upbring, suppression. There is nothing to fear.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
