08-07-2016, 09:13 AM
140 days and still going
Lately I have been dressing better and I'm back to wearing a little makeup. It's getting to the point that even if I'm going to be home for the day I still get dressed. It just feels weird wearing night shirts and gowns during the day.
I think my confidence is getting worked on.....Finally. However I'm a little nervous because my thoughts seem so self centered. I feel like I'm becoming a bitch a times but.......I feelz confident. Now that I think I need to be a bitch at times. I can be such a doormat.
After visiting my dad this weekend I realized that once again people do love me and I'm not imposing. Don't ask just some weird thought I had most of my life.
Starting to have more positive thoughts which I'm not used to. Gives me a headache at times.
That's all for now.
Lately I have been dressing better and I'm back to wearing a little makeup. It's getting to the point that even if I'm going to be home for the day I still get dressed. It just feels weird wearing night shirts and gowns during the day.
I think my confidence is getting worked on.....Finally. However I'm a little nervous because my thoughts seem so self centered. I feel like I'm becoming a bitch a times but.......I feelz confident. Now that I think I need to be a bitch at times. I can be such a doormat.
After visiting my dad this weekend I realized that once again people do love me and I'm not imposing. Don't ask just some weird thought I had most of my life.
Starting to have more positive thoughts which I'm not used to. Gives me a headache at times.
That's all for now.
