08-06-2016, 08:58 AM
(08-06-2016, 07:43 AM)Natious Wrote: I have a hard time understanding the POV of people who say healing is a waste of time. It simply makes no sense. And I now understand even less why people would go and push so hard towards a direction if they don't even know what they really want. I did that too and still do to some extent, but I find it illogical. It's a good way of hiding from that fear though, by saying that healing is a waste of time.
I had these exact thought while running E2.
I smh every time I read or hear about people who have convinced themselves to hold onto fear and pain because they use it as motivation to achieve a goal - a goal they'd no longer want if they were healed and whole. They're so invested in what they think they want that they'll do anything to protect it, even if it's hurting them or wasting their time. Then, they'll achieve the goal and receive no satisfaction because what they thought they'd feel or experience isn't in reality what their imagination had built it up to be.
Keep going, man, you're progress is fantastic!
