Day 21 Dmsi 2.2
I noticed the aura is at times allot strong then other times. I'm getting a very good feeling of when it's powerful & when it's weak.. Sometimes it's so strong I radiate masculinity/sexuality from all angles. Other times it's non existent. If i'm hungry it tends to weaken.
I got another date opportunity on Sunday but I don't think i'm going to go because the girl isn't my type and I hate going on date with girls I don't actually have 100 percent attraction for.
The important thing to note is that I'm no longer uncomfortable asking girls out on dates. I also don't have nearly as much worrying or anxiety when I think of going on date with a girl.
yesterday I was getting sushi with friends and my aura was very powerful. I look at the japanese cute waitress and I look at her in the eyes and say "How are you?"
The way I said it was so pure, so present so genuine. I've said "how are you" and i've heard "how are you" many times in the past but this time the way I said it felt way different. She blushed and was surprised of me talking to her. I guess allot of people ignore her because shes Asian and or because they are shy (regular people aren't overly social with randoms usually)
I also talked to this 10/10 milf yesterday & I saw she had a baby so I didn't try getting sexual but I enjoyed the conversation and didn't have a bit of anxiety.
I noticed that when I started talked to her (about her dog) I could notice the split second in her facial micro expressions that indicated I was talking to her genuinely & not because of her looks.
Very subtle but i'm able to pick up these social cues due to my training in social dynamics (6 years of studying) also my natural psychological and analytical mind as well as my extremely empathetic personality that I have.
Going to start taking some fucking action. But I WONT SETTLE. I WANT THE WHOLE CAKE I EARNED IT
I noticed the aura is at times allot strong then other times. I'm getting a very good feeling of when it's powerful & when it's weak.. Sometimes it's so strong I radiate masculinity/sexuality from all angles. Other times it's non existent. If i'm hungry it tends to weaken.
I got another date opportunity on Sunday but I don't think i'm going to go because the girl isn't my type and I hate going on date with girls I don't actually have 100 percent attraction for.
The important thing to note is that I'm no longer uncomfortable asking girls out on dates. I also don't have nearly as much worrying or anxiety when I think of going on date with a girl.
yesterday I was getting sushi with friends and my aura was very powerful. I look at the japanese cute waitress and I look at her in the eyes and say "How are you?"
The way I said it was so pure, so present so genuine. I've said "how are you" and i've heard "how are you" many times in the past but this time the way I said it felt way different. She blushed and was surprised of me talking to her. I guess allot of people ignore her because shes Asian and or because they are shy (regular people aren't overly social with randoms usually)
I also talked to this 10/10 milf yesterday & I saw she had a baby so I didn't try getting sexual but I enjoyed the conversation and didn't have a bit of anxiety.
I noticed that when I started talked to her (about her dog) I could notice the split second in her facial micro expressions that indicated I was talking to her genuinely & not because of her looks.
Very subtle but i'm able to pick up these social cues due to my training in social dynamics (6 years of studying) also my natural psychological and analytical mind as well as my extremely empathetic personality that I have.
Going to start taking some fucking action. But I WONT SETTLE. I WANT THE WHOLE CAKE I EARNED IT
