Joining that EPRHA 2.0 Bandwagon

[ArcticFox]

Well I took a couple of a days off from listening to the sub. I think that was what I needed.

It hit me really hard that I need to be more feminine. I'll figure it out I think?

Anyway I find it kind of difficult to be negative. Like my brain can't process certain types of negativity.

You could maybe try switching the way you listen to subs, say from US to Masked for a week. This helped me. They still have the same effect but for me my brain processed them in slightly different ways, with masked i was much more conscious of the changes and aware when it was dealing with issues - the US is equally effective but much more subtle in my opinion.

Wha has helped me recently is spending lots of time day dreaming, or giving myself long periods of time to think and reflect - I've had some major breakthroughs this way.