08-01-2016, 04:36 PM
(08-01-2016, 03:39 PM)bogdy Wrote: Shannon since i dont have a jurnal and i dont intend making one i will tell you my observation on dmsi 2.2 testing.
First of all i've started v2.2 after 5 days of 2.1 so i'm not valid.
What i have observed about 2.2 is that when you need something to heal you project no aura, you only heal , i never felt the aura or anything , i even run 5 loops and nothing. I think all the results i see from v2.2 are from the healing modules since i've had few deep conversation with girls, in the last 4 years i only had basic, meaningless conversation with girls , i feel more secure in myself around girls and i had a masive drop in neediness. The manifestation part is there and it's working , i've had girls interested in me but poor response from my part . I got stares , butt presentation , touching , smiles , and one girl talked with me about sex ,when I tried something with her , she withdraws.
One think i need to add , when you resist you are a ghost , every time i had resistance i was (and felt) like i'm invisible.
Hi Bogdy!
I'm not Shannon, I'm sure he will give you his thoughts.
However, I can directly speak to what you described. It's been said, that this is an ab-reaction to the script. Basically, something about the script playing out as it's supposed to, scares a part of your mind so much, that it actively does the opposite of the script's intent. I had this during SM3, where I managed to shut down the program, even libido for the most part. Eventually, much later, it seems I had sexual trauma I didn't think factored in, but apparently it did. And that caused my ab-reaction.
It seems you likely have the exact same issue. With V2.2's healing modules, you may be able to overcome it without having to resort to E2 like I did. Stick with V2.2 for awhile, then evaluate your progress. I'm 99% sure it's fear causing this ab-reaction, just like I had. Overcoming that, with either V2.2's healing modules, or E2, will fix this.
