07-30-2016, 08:08 AM
I realize I can command my reality and influence it.
I realize I don't have to do anything. being more reserved and anti-social is actually empowering. The sub doing its thing. It comes down to resistance and move further more upwards. made some good eye contacts and am currently transitioning and shifting. Something pretty much clicking now. ( day 27 )
my behaviour and attitude is adjusting again. Nothing can stop me. Autopilot.
Feeling pretty powerfull. The blond with her bf was very cute and submissive as she went along. another foreign women waved like crazy and greeting and shit. Unrelated or response, I dont care.
All concept I hold in my mind to which I somewhat compare is being passed beyond.
Some fear still, bodily and mind cloudy, yet I realize over and over again that its on an losing team so to say, as my references are building up further and experiences keep piling up, it only has to catch up.
Book is coming along nicely but can't help but feel its somewhat an copy from other writers, yet at the same time its flowing on autopilot and putting my mark on the world, like some authoritarian knowledge pushed forward. New ideas pop up like splitting it up and expanding possibilities.
I realize I don't have to do anything. being more reserved and anti-social is actually empowering. The sub doing its thing. It comes down to resistance and move further more upwards. made some good eye contacts and am currently transitioning and shifting. Something pretty much clicking now. ( day 27 )
my behaviour and attitude is adjusting again. Nothing can stop me. Autopilot.
Feeling pretty powerfull. The blond with her bf was very cute and submissive as she went along. another foreign women waved like crazy and greeting and shit. Unrelated or response, I dont care.
All concept I hold in my mind to which I somewhat compare is being passed beyond.
Some fear still, bodily and mind cloudy, yet I realize over and over again that its on an losing team so to say, as my references are building up further and experiences keep piling up, it only has to catch up.
Book is coming along nicely but can't help but feel its somewhat an copy from other writers, yet at the same time its flowing on autopilot and putting my mark on the world, like some authoritarian knowledge pushed forward. New ideas pop up like splitting it up and expanding possibilities.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
