Day 11,
My speaking speed has increased; I think my past stuttering has improved greatly, partially because my recall of words has increased, even with regular words. I can really motor away when these blocks are away; I'm still tentative about going full-out, as I can slur my words sometimes.
German flashcards went quite quickly.
I went to work sooner than usual. It went by quite quickly; I might become a waiter if my buddy puts in the good word.
Some of us went out for drinks afterwards; it was interesting to get to know one of the waiters (with the same name as I). I opened up to him quite a bit. He knew the waitress (who was cute), and said he could get her number for me. I felt weird about that, but said okay. When it actually came time for him to do it, she was nowhere to be seen.
I feel as though I have a curse on me; I'm not that interested in talking to women. When I am interested, they're not interested in me. Those that are, are very tentative about having sex. So I'm working on other projects until I can afford to look into this further.
My speaking speed has increased; I think my past stuttering has improved greatly, partially because my recall of words has increased, even with regular words. I can really motor away when these blocks are away; I'm still tentative about going full-out, as I can slur my words sometimes.
German flashcards went quite quickly.
I went to work sooner than usual. It went by quite quickly; I might become a waiter if my buddy puts in the good word.
Some of us went out for drinks afterwards; it was interesting to get to know one of the waiters (with the same name as I). I opened up to him quite a bit. He knew the waitress (who was cute), and said he could get her number for me. I felt weird about that, but said okay. When it actually came time for him to do it, she was nowhere to be seen.
I feel as though I have a curse on me; I'm not that interested in talking to women. When I am interested, they're not interested in me. Those that are, are very tentative about having sex. So I'm working on other projects until I can afford to look into this further.
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