Am 6.0 first run

[blackwing Z]

I get those restless nights too. It's like I keep thinking about all the things I screwed up in the past. All wasted time, undeserved disrespect, things like that.

Some days I just feel too fargone to be alpha/elite... other days I feel I'm already there and worthy.

But one thing stuck with me... Making this transformation will be the most worthwhile and impressive achievement. It says alot about someone's character to go through hell for faith (because all we have is other peoples word).