So I have been reading "pray rain journal" and that got me thinking about LOA again. I want to set things in motion but I have some fears related to it.
One being that I don't know how to balance doing what feels good and dealing with reality or problems that might arise. It requires a lot of ignorance as I understand it.
Another is that last time I allowed myself to be a creator, things started happening rather fast and I don't know if I was ready for them. An old friend randomly called me wanting to do something similar and invited me with her. That was pretty much a perfect way to go about it at the time. Then months later when I had some money issues and didn't worry about it, I sent out one CV that I barely put together and got an instant interview and then the job. Things just happened when there was no other explanation.
LOA works, I have no questions about it. But it can be scary when so much starts to happen. To successfully and quickly manifest, it takes some delusion and ignorance which is something that is hard to accept.
LOA also seems to work a little too much on the high vibrational level, which to me doesn't seem like it's rooted in strength, but rather in weakness. Masculinity and strength seems to come with a certain level of negativity and pain. I might be wrong about this though, but it doesn't seem like a way that leads to strength.
Has anyone else thought these thoughts? Would be interesting to hear what other people make of it.
One being that I don't know how to balance doing what feels good and dealing with reality or problems that might arise. It requires a lot of ignorance as I understand it.
Another is that last time I allowed myself to be a creator, things started happening rather fast and I don't know if I was ready for them. An old friend randomly called me wanting to do something similar and invited me with her. That was pretty much a perfect way to go about it at the time. Then months later when I had some money issues and didn't worry about it, I sent out one CV that I barely put together and got an instant interview and then the job. Things just happened when there was no other explanation.
LOA works, I have no questions about it. But it can be scary when so much starts to happen. To successfully and quickly manifest, it takes some delusion and ignorance which is something that is hard to accept.
LOA also seems to work a little too much on the high vibrational level, which to me doesn't seem like it's rooted in strength, but rather in weakness. Masculinity and strength seems to come with a certain level of negativity and pain. I might be wrong about this though, but it doesn't seem like a way that leads to strength.
Has anyone else thought these thoughts? Would be interesting to hear what other people make of it.
