07-27-2016, 05:23 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-28-2016, 12:24 AM by hiddenalias.)
Day 2- Stage 1/7
Total Listening Time - 8 hours
I think I am feeling drained. I usually can tell when I squint my eyes of the tired feeling. There were dreams but they were just random and I felt as if they are insignificant and only remember them in short clips. One dream I had was about a 'bully' back in middle school who I guess was the alpha kid of the middle school; he was always respected and feared by his peers. In my dream he came to be to demand something. I didn't get scared and I played it cool with a humorous tone. This one other kid came into the scene and did the favor he was asking for me as if "saving my day" and the request? Lifting him up and carrying him a short distance. But anyway, if you are listening to AM 6 and arent dreaming, my statement proves that you could have dreams while listening to AM 6; maybe you wont remember them but dreams do happen on this sub. I had about 3 dreams but as I mentioned the other 2 were so random its not even worth mentioning.
Today was rather eye opening. I went to work and actually for the first time in my life communicated without feeling irrational with literally all of my coworkers, including the manager. I usually keep to myself but I conversed with all the workers and felt like I was part of the group. I shared stories and it felt great. There were some minor incidences where I wish I could have spoken up in some situations but didn't. But to talk with coworkers without fearing irrationally was a major breakthrough. This only proves that the sub is doing its job. Otherwise everything else was still the same. Looking forward to what unfolds next day.
Total Listening Time - 8 hours
I think I am feeling drained. I usually can tell when I squint my eyes of the tired feeling. There were dreams but they were just random and I felt as if they are insignificant and only remember them in short clips. One dream I had was about a 'bully' back in middle school who I guess was the alpha kid of the middle school; he was always respected and feared by his peers. In my dream he came to be to demand something. I didn't get scared and I played it cool with a humorous tone. This one other kid came into the scene and did the favor he was asking for me as if "saving my day" and the request? Lifting him up and carrying him a short distance. But anyway, if you are listening to AM 6 and arent dreaming, my statement proves that you could have dreams while listening to AM 6; maybe you wont remember them but dreams do happen on this sub. I had about 3 dreams but as I mentioned the other 2 were so random its not even worth mentioning.
Today was rather eye opening. I went to work and actually for the first time in my life communicated without feeling irrational with literally all of my coworkers, including the manager. I usually keep to myself but I conversed with all the workers and felt like I was part of the group. I shared stories and it felt great. There were some minor incidences where I wish I could have spoken up in some situations but didn't. But to talk with coworkers without fearing irrationally was a major breakthrough. This only proves that the sub is doing its job. Otherwise everything else was still the same. Looking forward to what unfolds next day.
