The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Yeah, I probably should. These subliminals of yours are just very strong that's all. I feel like very deeply ingrained concepts relating to sexuality that I've held on to for my entire life are being challenged and then overcome, not easily mind you, but overcome nonetheless. Not a lot that I can put my finger on, but I can say for sure that neediness is like a lost feeling that I once had and I can vaguely remember. I almost never look to anyone's approval for anything anymore. That's a good feeling for sure. I had to go through some rough patches for this stuff to sink in. When I have these new ideas being put in my, challenging the old ones that I've held on to for so long, I get a sort of mild depression for a little while, but I know it for what it is and I relish it as part of the process of growth. Anyway, I'm feeling pretty good now.