07-26-2016, 07:16 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-26-2016, 09:03 PM by hiddenalias.)
Day 1 - Stage 1/7
Total Listening Time - 7 hours
Dreams:
I don't want to say that the dreams were vivid but memorable. My brother felt as if he was a mean ass selfish mofo (as in real life). He was wearing his military marines uniform; it seemed he was going out to a VIP Marines convention. My mom and my sister were trying to persuade me to come somewhere but stubbornly and annoyed I felt stubborn and kept saying no even with the best excuses and they weren't giving up so easily to persuade me. Can't remember everything but it is more like clips of a dream. I think I remember my brother shouting and yelling or something (he always did that in real life too). That's all I could remember. Do you guys think that seeing things in a dream that happens in real world the subconscious is trying to tell you something especially listening to the sub like AM 6? I am thinking these are the main events that happen in my life that the sub is trying to make me into an alpha that affect me in the real world I guess.
Well it's only been the 1st day after all and everyone will have different 1st day experiences using AM 6. I said I'd only report things if I feel its worth being mentioned. One thing I noticed, and I don't know if this is relevant is that before when around others it would bother me that they are mingling and talking and I had the urge to join in and would hyperventilate I guess is best way to describe it but not extremely....but today at Mcdonald's same situation, no feelings of it no desire to join felt calm and relaxed and observed neutrally no emotions or desires or wishes or urges to want to join into the discusssion even if they are just strangers. I guess I was also sitting up right without my back hurting because when i would consciously sit up right it would hurt to hold the up right pose for a length of time but today sitting at library, I donno if it was me being up right sitting unconsciously and it didn't even hurt to keep that pose...
Total Listening Time - 7 hours
Dreams:
I don't want to say that the dreams were vivid but memorable. My brother felt as if he was a mean ass selfish mofo (as in real life). He was wearing his military marines uniform; it seemed he was going out to a VIP Marines convention. My mom and my sister were trying to persuade me to come somewhere but stubbornly and annoyed I felt stubborn and kept saying no even with the best excuses and they weren't giving up so easily to persuade me. Can't remember everything but it is more like clips of a dream. I think I remember my brother shouting and yelling or something (he always did that in real life too). That's all I could remember. Do you guys think that seeing things in a dream that happens in real world the subconscious is trying to tell you something especially listening to the sub like AM 6? I am thinking these are the main events that happen in my life that the sub is trying to make me into an alpha that affect me in the real world I guess.
Well it's only been the 1st day after all and everyone will have different 1st day experiences using AM 6. I said I'd only report things if I feel its worth being mentioned. One thing I noticed, and I don't know if this is relevant is that before when around others it would bother me that they are mingling and talking and I had the urge to join in and would hyperventilate I guess is best way to describe it but not extremely....but today at Mcdonald's same situation, no feelings of it no desire to join felt calm and relaxed and observed neutrally no emotions or desires or wishes or urges to want to join into the discusssion even if they are just strangers. I guess I was also sitting up right without my back hurting because when i would consciously sit up right it would hurt to hold the up right pose for a length of time but today sitting at library, I donno if it was me being up right sitting unconsciously and it didn't even hurt to keep that pose...
