07-25-2016, 10:44 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-25-2016, 11:25 PM by hiddenalias.)
Day 32 LAST DAY
July 25th
Trickling Stream
Vol 15
Total listening time - 9.5 to 10 hours
So here is the final journal for the day. I completed the recommended 32 days. No doubt I need months with this....even 1.0; but since 2.0 is out I just go to that. Had some dreams today, don't know them in details but I know I dreamt. Today I talked to one guy about car accident insurance over the phone he ended up calling me but I still felt kinda like I was begging but told him off anyway and didnt wanna hear what he had to say and I said, I dont wanna hear you I wanna talk to my own adjuster or manager when he was trying to say "any adjuster in this office can help you"....so I felt somewhat nervous mixed in with telling him off attitude....same with a woman on the phone before this conversation, I was like I don't need my old adjuster having to deal with her is like bashing my head into a brick wall......lol but she was like "she is still minimally in charge of the adjustment" lol when I already complained that I had a bad experience with her.....*rolls my eyes* But I also felt hesitant in calling other insurance agency for the other party that caused the accident because I felt I wasn't confident enough and didnt want to go through the hassle of explaining to him why I wasnt at fault bla bla....so I know they wouldnt change their mind anyway so F it.
On another note, I went into a store today and came out rather funny kept making this cute girl laugh with my sense of humor but I think I already could do that if I am alone with no one else around.....even before EPHRA but maybe it was EPHRA because I naturally dont know how to make people laugh or maybe she was just polite laughing....I guess if she isnt friendly that it doesnt make me feel relaxed and I cant naturally joke around so if the girl is friendly and smiling, makes it easier for me to pull it off.
Other than that, nothing else to report for today. I would need months of EPHRA to be completely free of negative thinking, I stuck with 32 days minimum and shouldve gone up to 6 months tops but I really would like to start AM 6 tonight. So with that said, thanks to everyone to following me on this journey for the last month and get ready for the journal of AM 6.
That ends the chapter on EPHRA. I will post the 32 day comparison in the testimonials page sometime this week.
32 DAYS = 223.5 HOURS OF LISTENING
July 25th
Trickling Stream
Vol 15
Total listening time - 9.5 to 10 hours
So here is the final journal for the day. I completed the recommended 32 days. No doubt I need months with this....even 1.0; but since 2.0 is out I just go to that. Had some dreams today, don't know them in details but I know I dreamt. Today I talked to one guy about car accident insurance over the phone he ended up calling me but I still felt kinda like I was begging but told him off anyway and didnt wanna hear what he had to say and I said, I dont wanna hear you I wanna talk to my own adjuster or manager when he was trying to say "any adjuster in this office can help you"....so I felt somewhat nervous mixed in with telling him off attitude....same with a woman on the phone before this conversation, I was like I don't need my old adjuster having to deal with her is like bashing my head into a brick wall......lol but she was like "she is still minimally in charge of the adjustment" lol when I already complained that I had a bad experience with her.....*rolls my eyes* But I also felt hesitant in calling other insurance agency for the other party that caused the accident because I felt I wasn't confident enough and didnt want to go through the hassle of explaining to him why I wasnt at fault bla bla....so I know they wouldnt change their mind anyway so F it.
On another note, I went into a store today and came out rather funny kept making this cute girl laugh with my sense of humor but I think I already could do that if I am alone with no one else around.....even before EPHRA but maybe it was EPHRA because I naturally dont know how to make people laugh or maybe she was just polite laughing....I guess if she isnt friendly that it doesnt make me feel relaxed and I cant naturally joke around so if the girl is friendly and smiling, makes it easier for me to pull it off.
Other than that, nothing else to report for today. I would need months of EPHRA to be completely free of negative thinking, I stuck with 32 days minimum and shouldve gone up to 6 months tops but I really would like to start AM 6 tonight. So with that said, thanks to everyone to following me on this journey for the last month and get ready for the journal of AM 6.
That ends the chapter on EPHRA. I will post the 32 day comparison in the testimonials page sometime this week.
32 DAYS = 223.5 HOURS OF LISTENING
