07-20-2016, 11:14 AM
(07-20-2016, 07:14 AM)Steven Wrote: Shannon,http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7724-p...#pid122677
I posted about "what I am noticing" in a broad sense here...
Post number 33 and 34.
http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7724-p...#pid122680
(07-20-2016, 06:35 AM)Steven Wrote: Shannon,
I wanted to follow up with results.
1) Energy flooding seems to be in effect. Matches previous experiences with energy flooding and energy work.
2) Healing module seems to be working. I'm noticing blocks and emotions becoming conscious that I'm convinced have been there for years, but I just pushed them out of my mind. Now they have been prevalent, and I'm coming up with practical and emotional resolutions. Overall, my body feels more relaxed. I also feel an unburdening and/or freeing sensation in my stomach and heart areas. Much less tension. I will post more separately.
3) The alien stare. This only started since the AOSI and DMSI series. Usually women are fairly to very interactive with me. Now they are often likely to look at me like I'm from another planet. Their facial expressions tend to be blank or very slack. Their hand gestures are with much less frequency and intensity. Their eyes appear to vascillate between staring at me and defocusing. It's as though part of their minds are search their past experiences and vocabulary to: a) put me into some sort of category they're familiar with so they know how to interact with me; b) find label(s) to put on their emotion(s); and c) find a context to interpret their overall experience with me.
4) Avoidance and escape artistry. I've seen this in less dramatic forms. Nothing like your stories (if I remember the gist of them) of the “hot Chinese girl” who would disappear for extended times or try to get you out of the restaurant; or the woman who went into the bathroom (perhaps to masturbate). I've seen more mild version of avoidance, such as women getting so red in the face they have difficulty making eye contact with me or they become less articulate or their voices become more meek or they clear their throats more often.
(07-20-2016, 07:11 AM)Steven Wrote: Shannon,
I wanted to post this separately. A block. It "started" with that post you made about California.
"Don't laugh. California is the Land of Insanity. They tried and succeeded in passing a law that states that if the woman decides she does not want sex, then the man is instantly and legally guilty of rape, even if she seduced him, and regardless of sobriety or who is sober.
Meaning she can seduce you, suck your cock, ride you until she comes, and then decide she's done and you're a rapist, and you go to jail."
The reason I say "started" is that it started me processing my fear rather than being the inception of my fear. The inception happened years earlier.
I've known men who have had milder analogous things happen to them. Where women are the initiators, instigators, seducers... then the next day the women feel "used", or they call the man to accuse him of "taking advantage of her", or the women feel so guilty/ashamed the next day they text the man to tell him they never want to see him, or the women just disappear.
Fears of those types of things happening to me have lingered and held me back. I've been trying to push those fears away for years, and that California post helped them surface and I've had to face them.
If you have any input on dealing with the emotional or practical aspects of this, I'd appreciate it.
Since I'm assuming the user is acting responsibly, kindly, compassionately, "with good intentions", respectfully, etc... if in v3 you were to put in a "screen" to weed out women who might do things like that, as well as scripting so the whole process of fulfilling the goals of the program with the user would be ego syntonic for all responders, I'd appreciate it. Because I think it's important to be part of the solution, I've been condensing posts and ideas to help in scripts regarding these things, which should be for the benefit of all involved.
INTP-A
When you imagine something vividly... your subconscious will bring it into reality.
When you imagine something vividly... your subconscious will bring it into reality.