Am 6.0 first run

[Kol]

Im becoming more confrontional and develop an dislike to people all around along the lines of "they're shit, I'm high value" yet simultaneously it doesnt affact my mood or it makes me not caring. Very much becoming aware of myself, my value and how I'm carrying myself. Stood up again against someone and didnt go all AFC/beta but keeping my foot where its at, its still developing but can see how this opens new ways, tension, sexual escalation and how I can cross societal rules and social programming treshold.. Im realizing now and for some reason this becomes stronger.
Bodylanguage is on point. further internal self developments are going on. Also, shedding more and letting go once again, to only open up further. I'm reading lots lately and some side effect I seem to experience with this sub is to want to go out, which would reduce my hours, just being.

Confidence is growing, so is respect.

Edit: my neediness seems to be killed off fully and being repklaced by full circle confidence and masculinity. red pill wise. I am also thinking about DMSI if I find women it to be worth after done with this run. All I'm focussed on is self confidence, self development and bettering myself in an ultimate sense, thus removing myself from the SMV ( or paradoxial putting myself on it, Idc. ) The focues is inwards as of now and DMSI will be the icing if I decide to run it. AM is priority now for a long time after this.