07-18-2016, 02:04 PM
(07-18-2016, 01:28 PM)Natious Wrote: Money seems a harder to come by so far, but I'm not sure if it's because of E2. It is possible that E2 is working on some beliefs about money and that could temporarily manifest as a resistance to it.
This is not a pattern but I have noticed that with some things they get worse before they get better on E2.
So there's this thing at where I live. I am an early sleeper but my siblings are not. They can sometimes be noisy until 6am so I feel like I should care less about how noisy I am in the morning. This is now less of an issue than it was some time ago. Right now I don't care and just do my thing in the morning, not caring if it wakes them up or not. Prior to this I would constantly worry in the morning not to make too much noise EVEN if they had been noisy the night before. This got worse and worse to a point where I would feel so insecure that I pretty much sneaked around. And then at some point I just didn't care anymore. But before it got to the point where I don't care that much, it got worse and wo
It now appears to be whatever area in your life that needs to be healed will experience turbulence. For us and some other E2 users that means finances go neutral for a little while. I'm guessing Maxx required far less, if any, healing for his finances so that was hardly affected.
I have a similar guilt/ shame/ fear type scenario about caring what others think. When i go out shopping and I'm in a super crowded place like Walmart I used to get a little uneasy if i made eye contact with someone, namely women, if i had zero intention of talking to them. Now i can just walk and float around letting my gaze hit pretty much everyone and not give a shit. If they smile back, that's fine. But I'm now more a IDGAF type guy, and it's made me notably happier since I'm acting without social regard for how others think.
I mean previously i didn't consciously act just to please others. That's not my style anyway, but I mean i can walk through purposefully knowing what i want and not care if people look / stare.
