Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shawn]

I wonder if anyone had some strange reaction to V2.2. Did it yesterday for one loop. After almost an hour my heart was beating like crazy and I felt a pain in my chest but I finished the loop. Today I started listening and had the same after not even 20min so I stopped here. It has been four days since stopping V2.1, so not a valid tester. However, interested if anyone experienced similar things.

Ok, looks like nobody else has problems like these mentioned above. Today I did one loop again. Almost no pain in my chest but felt completely overwhelmed afterwards. Went swimming later, but had to go home soon. Felt panic and like almost collapsed. Don't know why this is happening. Either I am not able to adjust myself to these high energy levels or my subconscious would rather knock me out than making me irresistibly. Didn't experienced something like that with previous versions, just slightly increased heartbeat.

It sounds like you are experiencing a reaction to extreme fear being triggered by the program's instruction set. I would suggest no more than one loop a day, and at a moderate to low volume, until this reaction fades.

Yeah, I suspect something like this. It probably fits well with my outer experience. Until now it's more like aura of invisibility. Children were almost running into me a few times, customers who came after me at the supermarket were almost served first, and even if I was alone at the service point, stuff isn't noticing me forever (or just doesn't care, don't know). I feel a bit like a ghost.

Are you saying the program makes you feel like a ghost, or you used to before it?

The last time I was almost invisible was before AM6. This "invisibility" occurred only with V2.2. So this could be an extreme fear trying to hide me, or even a conflict with V2.1 as there was only a 4 days gap between both of them.

With V1 I got extreme outer effects after not even a whole loop, but the results decreased fast, with every day more. With V2.1 not many IOIs, but got some here and there (also this extreme one with the 15 year old teen) as well as really good inner effects. V2.2 feels just extreme intense and overwhelming until now, so maybe it's like with too many mones, don't know (no, I didn't use mones).

Today the loop seem to go better but can't tell about outer effects. Anyway, still contemplating about a break and either continue with E2, because I wasn't done as I stopped, just wanted to experience what DMSI is doing at the current state. Or doing V2.1 for a month (because of the good inner effects I noticed) and then continue E2 until December before I try V2.2 again.

EDIT: Went for a walk at the park. Many people were there, but no looks or IOIs. But nobody was running into me or something.