Went out with some friends yesterday and I notice I assume the highest rank naturally. I also am aware of other peoles traits in relation to mine. I'm at the point I don't even want to talk about girls, as it is of no interest at all.
My observations are that I am very blunt, outspoken and cocky in public and take up massive space, head up high. Some other group of people I encountered, the one guy from that group I consider the "alpha" I out alpha'd him easily, like, my eye contact and solidity was out of this world.
I greeted an group of 4 ( 2 guys, 2 blonds ) to have an good night and their reaction seemed to be that they didnt expect that. Also the group of 3 with the "alpha guy" was easy to connect with.
I talked with another guy who I mistaked for someone else and it didn't phase me. It was that one of my friends pointed it out or I would be totally oblivious. He also pointed out about my vibe and supplicated big time.
Arriving home I had an stronger and deeper understanding of game and approach. As if another layer was shedded and people are naturally submitted under me, even if it just slightly and one step.
Also, reflecting back on some conversations with people, I tend to notice that some type of conversations ( the ones that are not straight to the point/aggressive direct ) are having an feminine quality, like the small talk.
Detched attraction without having to do something but being self-centred and being my own point of origin. very zen like.
gravitating to the badguy/badboy stuff.
edit: interesting to note that my outlook has shifted to life = sex. subconscious behaviour all around and it blows my mind. like, I pass this girl and she was rubbing her boobs slightly, tracing with er finger while not really noticing it herself. have some resistance surfacing and went unbalanced at the gym, yet some guy approached me in an timid way, bordering on stuttering in his behaviour.
edit 2: after reading Sarge;'s comment in Chaosvrgn's journal about eh gun against the head thing my body vibrates. I feel an urge to approach but my body trembles and an block is revealed. fear is being dealt with. Im pissed off. Typical.
Editg3: guy at the gym went all insecure and timid to ask if he could join in deadlifts. sure. Also, I'm not going to treat women different then guys, subconscious shiftg/reality shift/belief shift in that. Felt more heal;thy aswell. tendency to go more easy with new beliefs generated by the program perhaps. No exceptions.
My observations are that I am very blunt, outspoken and cocky in public and take up massive space, head up high. Some other group of people I encountered, the one guy from that group I consider the "alpha" I out alpha'd him easily, like, my eye contact and solidity was out of this world.
I greeted an group of 4 ( 2 guys, 2 blonds ) to have an good night and their reaction seemed to be that they didnt expect that. Also the group of 3 with the "alpha guy" was easy to connect with.
I talked with another guy who I mistaked for someone else and it didn't phase me. It was that one of my friends pointed it out or I would be totally oblivious. He also pointed out about my vibe and supplicated big time.
Arriving home I had an stronger and deeper understanding of game and approach. As if another layer was shedded and people are naturally submitted under me, even if it just slightly and one step.
Also, reflecting back on some conversations with people, I tend to notice that some type of conversations ( the ones that are not straight to the point/aggressive direct ) are having an feminine quality, like the small talk.
Detched attraction without having to do something but being self-centred and being my own point of origin. very zen like.
gravitating to the badguy/badboy stuff.
edit: interesting to note that my outlook has shifted to life = sex. subconscious behaviour all around and it blows my mind. like, I pass this girl and she was rubbing her boobs slightly, tracing with er finger while not really noticing it herself. have some resistance surfacing and went unbalanced at the gym, yet some guy approached me in an timid way, bordering on stuttering in his behaviour.
edit 2: after reading Sarge;'s comment in Chaosvrgn's journal about eh gun against the head thing my body vibrates. I feel an urge to approach but my body trembles and an block is revealed. fear is being dealt with. Im pissed off. Typical.
Editg3: guy at the gym went all insecure and timid to ask if he could join in deadlifts. sure. Also, I'm not going to treat women different then guys, subconscious shiftg/reality shift/belief shift in that. Felt more heal;thy aswell. tendency to go more easy with new beliefs generated by the program perhaps. No exceptions.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
