The razors on my lips, the poison in my kiss (AM6 Second Run - S6)

[JJ54]

DMSI already has all it needs to guide you to kino when it's appropriate. But it's not necessarily going to kick in fully in just 3 loops, especially if you are starved for intellectual stimulus from a woman.

Also, like you said to... can't remember who it was, but the quote was something along the lines of: "Why do you keep wanting to start a long-term relationship from casual sex?"

The healing modules in these programs are beginning to reveal that, despite what I keep telling myself, I think I do long for an intellectual and physical companion. DMSI probably isn't the best tool to achieve that goal. Take note, people -- be honest with yourself about your intentions. Do you really want animalistic, casual sex, or are you seeking deeper connections with others? If you lie to yourself, you may end up having an experience like I just did. A woman giving strong, undeniable signals that she wants to f*ck, and I'm rambling on trying to create an intellectual bond.

I'm probably going to keep up my weekly DMSI experiences, but my post AM6 run will most likely be dominated by E2. I've secluded myself emotionally and intellectually from society for far too long. I need to "re-emerge," and truly discover what it means to have genuine connections with others.

Yea it was me that Shannon said to. I've only been using DMSI to see if it can boost my sexual appeal, which it has. But deep down, primal sex is not really something I truly want right now. I'm mean sure, I'm always gonna have that urge to get with someone I find physically attractive. But at the end of the day, I've always been thinking what she has between her ears rather than what she has between her legs.

Maybe that's why I still have the AYPG sub still playing in the background in my room. And for some reason, I've had the urge to do pen pals online. Is it coming from the subs? I don't know, but I feel like the Universe is involved somehow. But at the end of the day, you priorities what is best for you. You can't go wrong when you think for yourself.