07-15-2016, 11:02 AM
(07-15-2016, 10:06 AM)CatMan Wrote: I am, mate.
Giving it a test period, only because Shannon added two modules purely based off my situation. I'm flattered by that and humbled, and am testing the program. Have about 34 hours listened, already.
However, I'm getting the same, persistent, weird feelings of "is this REALLY what I want? My business should be #1, not chasing girls as that's been a waste of time, anyway. I need motivation/procrastination handled for my business expansion!" And for hours and hours I've been thinking I need to focus on that.
I've had that exact same experience, so I know the feeling. Although for me its also about "do I really just want sex and sex and sex, because sex is just sex... is this just me trying to make up for something; if I let go of this craving, could I just go for deeper, supportive relationships that'd also help me in my work as a stabilizing base?". But its not that easy, since even you used the work "should", which to me signals that there's probably (as there is for me) guilt and/or shame about even wanting the goals of DMSI so bad to prioritize them for a while. A 'good' man should work on his business, not on this silly women stuff that feels so awkward and difficult in any case. I feel like that too, but also that you gotta be true to what you want - even if it seems childish. Those women issues with meeting women are not going to handled without focus, me thinks.
Chaos, if you want to deeper connections, then I guess you don't really mind if you get into a situation where you could get sex faster, but you don't as you're too much into the convo.. I mean, you like what you're getting, so its actually better than sex. You can make her wait too - that's what women do with men all the time. I'm sure they'll still want to get to know you after they've had an initial dose of the D.
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