(07-15-2016, 09:35 AM)CatMan Wrote: I think that was JJ54 he was referring to.
And, you are in my head again, bro. This morning, for hours now, I've been thinking "I should forget all this girl chasing BS...continue the focus on E2, or buy LTU to get my procrastination/motivation about my business expansion handled. I'm not sure which is better for that task. I've chased girls to no avail all my life, I should focus on something that is more under my control to get handled. I don't even know if this DMSI program will work for me, seems far fetched." stuff like that. Fair argument, and my business is/should be my number one priority.
Something to think about over the next day or so for me. I'll make a decision soon.
Here's the thing -- DMSI works. I know it sounds far-fetched, but I know for a fact that it works. My offline journal is much more detailed than my online one. As a mental alchemist, I document EVERYTHING. I'm always writing things down, noting patterns, etc. DMSI will get you laid... IF you really want primal, physical pleasure. I thought that's what I wanted, but I'm slowly realizing (thanks to AM6) that I'm craving something deeper than just that. Believe it or not, I think it was fear leading to me to pursue JUST physical connections, specifically with married or attached women, so I wouldn't have to deal with competition OR consequences. In the past, I'd always just blame her for cheating, never taking responsibility myself.
As for my business, I'm leaning toward E2 because I already have a strong entrepreneurial mindset. I don't want my entire identity to be defined by entrepreneurship, I just want to unlock those latent abilities that are being hidden behind GSF. Also, I've always had this profound sense of connection with the universe, like I'm always lingering on the edge of some kind of breakthrough, but SOMETHING has always held me back. I need to delve deep into the crevices of my mind and rip out those faulty beliefs holding me from my own true will. Following your true will is the best way to show your love to the world, hence the true meaning of the alchemical statement: "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. Love is the law, love under will."
A lot of people think it means to "do what you want," using it to justify immoral actions. But it's referring to your true will, your life's calling. I know what mine is, but I don't think I can get there because of these faulty beliefs.
In my opinion, if your true will is to expand your business, definitely go with that, and everything else will fall into place.
EDIT: It's absolutely crazy looking back at my earlier journal entries, the shift in thought and spirit. Crazy stuff.
