07-15-2016, 09:35 AM
(07-15-2016, 09:11 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Also, like you said to... can't remember who it was, but the quote was something along the lines of: "Why do you keep wanting to start a long-term relationship from casual sex?"
The healing modules in these programs are beginning to reveal that, despite what I keep telling myself, I think I do long for an intellectual and physical companion. DMSI probably isn't the best tool to achieve that goal. Take note, people -- be honest with yourself about your intentions. Do you really want animalistic, casual sex, or are you seeking deeper connections with others? If you lie to yourself, you may end up having an experience like I just did. A woman giving strong, undeniable signals that she wants to f*ck, and I'm rambling on trying to create an intellectual bond.
I'm probably going to keep up my weekly DMSI experiences, but my post AM6 run will most likely be dominated by E2. I've secluded myself emotionally and intellectually from society for far too long. I need to "re-emerge," and truly discover what it means to have genuine connections with others.
I think that was JJ54 he was referring to.
And, you are in my head again, bro. This morning, for hours now, I've been thinking "I should forget all this girl chasing BS...continue the focus on E2, or buy LTU to get my procrastination/motivation about my business expansion handled. I'm not sure which is better for that task. I've chased girls to no avail all my life, I should focus on something that is more under my control to get handled. I don't even know if this DMSI program will work for me, seems far fetched." stuff like that. Fair argument, and my business is/should be my number one priority.
Something to think about over the next day or so for me. I'll make a decision soon.
