07-14-2016, 12:01 PM
It has dawned/settled in, thank you Sickologist.
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stage 5 is insane. Its openness, domincance, confidence, presence, being. Eye contact with guys as an act of dominance, with girls/women its seduction, and frankly its all that is, present without even giving an fuck. Currently re-rerading rational male by Rollo Tomassi and I'm growing rapidly.
Currently in freefall and all is rushing, taking over. having less patience with people and yet I am centred back again at myself as it seems to be a theme.
having less motivation to write or update and strongly just want to just be, present. acceptance of it all yet keep growing every second. Almost no resistance and when it is there, its almost funny, my whole approach to resiatnce has been shifted.
Re-occuring thougjhts and visions of being the highest valued male, pure dominance, out of this world, taking the throne. There is no stopping now. Coming more and more to terms with being non-reactive and self-epowering, role reversal. To think where I will be at the end of this run is out of the question right now. I honestly can;t imagine and thats totally fine.
Im mindblown currently and feel massive gratitude, hopefull and its at the same time an small blip in life. Boundless.
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stage 5 is insane. Its openness, domincance, confidence, presence, being. Eye contact with guys as an act of dominance, with girls/women its seduction, and frankly its all that is, present without even giving an fuck. Currently re-rerading rational male by Rollo Tomassi and I'm growing rapidly.
Currently in freefall and all is rushing, taking over. having less patience with people and yet I am centred back again at myself as it seems to be a theme.
having less motivation to write or update and strongly just want to just be, present. acceptance of it all yet keep growing every second. Almost no resistance and when it is there, its almost funny, my whole approach to resiatnce has been shifted.
Re-occuring thougjhts and visions of being the highest valued male, pure dominance, out of this world, taking the throne. There is no stopping now. Coming more and more to terms with being non-reactive and self-epowering, role reversal. To think where I will be at the end of this run is out of the question right now. I honestly can;t imagine and thats totally fine.
Im mindblown currently and feel massive gratitude, hopefull and its at the same time an small blip in life. Boundless.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
