07-14-2016, 09:11 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-14-2016, 08:38 PM by hiddenalias.)
Day 21
July 14
Trickling Stream
vol 20 - 1 hour
vol 15 - 5.5 hours
Total listening - 6.5 hours
I had this dream that I had lots of money. and I was carrying around like a 100,000 $ bill or something and I was trying to preserve it but there was a significant part of the dream where I was not allowed to use the bill to make a transaction and the thought of it being a fake bill is what others would have thought and I'd get in trouble but I felt or knew that it was genuine. I don't think I ever made a transaction but that is all I remember.
I think today I felt calm like if anyone could approach me I could interact with them calmly if it ever happened.....then I also have a big ass event tomorrow and I thought of it and am not nervous at all as I usually was irrational fear nervous; I just am like lets get it over with and remaining calm. No panicking or butterflies in the stomach.
July 14
Trickling Stream
vol 20 - 1 hour
vol 15 - 5.5 hours
Total listening - 6.5 hours
I had this dream that I had lots of money. and I was carrying around like a 100,000 $ bill or something and I was trying to preserve it but there was a significant part of the dream where I was not allowed to use the bill to make a transaction and the thought of it being a fake bill is what others would have thought and I'd get in trouble but I felt or knew that it was genuine. I don't think I ever made a transaction but that is all I remember.
I think today I felt calm like if anyone could approach me I could interact with them calmly if it ever happened.....then I also have a big ass event tomorrow and I thought of it and am not nervous at all as I usually was irrational fear nervous; I just am like lets get it over with and remaining calm. No panicking or butterflies in the stomach.
