Shannon's DMSI V2.2 Journal

[Shannon]

How are your energy levels holding up Shannon? V2.1 would knock me the f*ck out once the evening wore on. Also, do you feel any difference in the aura or its effects when you eat?


EDIT: Scratch the energy question you already answered it. But I would like to know about the food effects.

I'll be more specific about the energy.

I started using it, first loop, while I was tired and hadn't eaten in 13 hours, just after I woke up. I woke up tired even after 12 hours of sleep because I was awakened by all sorts of stupid crap going on that forced me to awaken before I was ready to, and I was truly exhausted yesterday. I wanted to see how it would work under these conditions, but I could only do one loop before I knew my blood sugar would be too low regardless.

I can definitely feel the energy moving within me, and I feel it as a sort of cool sensation in my body and face. The first loop did not make me hungry or tired, and I did not observe a real big change in how I felt while eating. I did note, of course, different reactions from the women around me.

2nd loop, I started noticing that even though I had just eaten, hunger was dancing around the edges of my awareness, as if it was not quite fully formed. Started feeling mental drain as well.

3rd loop, I ate again, 10 chicken wings, and noted that I definitely was feeling mental drain while it was playing.

Now after the 3rd loop, I feel tired mentally and hungry again... but neither one is really very obvious. Like they're there, but mostly being taken care of by something else.

I don't know how much of my current tiredness is the program vs having been awakened early. I could certainly fall asleep though.

It seems to be using food as an energy source, as was intended, and it's making me hungry more and more often than otherwise, but not the crazy starvation I-MUST-EAT-EVERYTHING-AND-ALL-RIGHT-NOW! feelings that V1 gave me.

Heart chakra is definitely powered up. I feel like I am definitely projecting.

Occasional hints of dragon breath and immolation, but they are not consistent or very obvious.

People definitely treat me differently.

Tiredness and hunger seem to be coming in waves, as if the program is trying to feed them with something else. Which it's designed to do. Still, I'm munching on sunflower seeds...