Woceyes journal

[woceyes]

ok guys i talked to her today and told her i like her and i am interested, but that we need to stop flirting for respect for her relationship with her bf. Of course this didn't come out as easy as i am making it out to be. my fear rose and my relaxed side dropped.

I became angry with my self for not doing it sooner and took it a bit out on her which was stupid on my part. I explained tho why i was acting irrational and talked to her about everything. Her first words to me were i like you and why didn't you tell me sooner? Also let my guard way down and told her of my inhibitions causing problems for me. Edit: i was really nervous and felt like my confidence wavered but i was still calm and collected.

I don't know what will happen now but i took a big step out of my comfort zone and feel better for it. I am only human and the fear that led me to telling a girl i like her and am interested because of an incident in the past, led to these inhibitions. I am proud for taking that step.

Also when i said we need to stop flirting even tho i am a great flirter she goes you really are great a flirting