Eye contact is totally off today and became self-aware. Listening some Rollo Tomassi adio and redpill/MGTOW is something im high empathizing on. came across some Christian Mcqueen stuff this morning which made me realize how Time is valued again, how all falls into place, how all comes together. Writing this right now makes me feel charismatic, I carry myself different as I write this. the petrfect balance of input. pretty straight to the point and backing it up with value from myself.
Realize validation seeking, impression and what not. Its deep ingrained and conjures some "resistance feelings". Also re-occuring images of being an western guy with an cowboy hat walking towards the horizon, going my own way, not caring and leaving.
By being cutting off and going NC some shift is going on/happened. Its brings me back in myself, working on myself.
Right now I am pretty tired and slight depressed.
Edfit: something that stands out on stage 5 currently is that those waves are short after met with realization and how to lift it and which way is the way to go.
Realize validation seeking, impression and what not. Its deep ingrained and conjures some "resistance feelings". Also re-occuring images of being an western guy with an cowboy hat walking towards the horizon, going my own way, not caring and leaving.
By being cutting off and going NC some shift is going on/happened. Its brings me back in myself, working on myself.
Right now I am pretty tired and slight depressed.
Edfit: something that stands out on stage 5 currently is that those waves are short after met with realization and how to lift it and which way is the way to go.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
