07-11-2016, 11:09 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-12-2016, 02:02 PM by hiddenalias.)
Day 18
July 11
US Tones
vol 30
Total time listened 7.5 hours
I know I said I wouldnt report any negative things but only actual positive ones but I guess its just boredom making me write this pre review. Another reason I am writing this is because I am 2 weeks away from completing EPHRA. (another 14 days) before starting AM 6. I really have no satisfactory reports or any changes that I am feeling; I still feel the same as I've been before starting this sub. Irrational fears are still present. I don't know if this sub works things internally before portraying results externally.
Lol I know that for me EPHRA may be something to use long term because decades of bad programming in my mind will not change me in 32 days. But I am getting rather bored with using it now and a tad bit selfishly impatient... not seeing what I want to see with external results in the outside world....yeah there have been tidbits of interesting outcomes but still not to the level that I'd like....I promised to stick this one out for 32 days and I will do what I say regardless of the outcome no matter how boring it is becoming. I am sure it will help me change but 32 days I doubt I will see anything happen unless it is one of those things at the last day of using it and BAM! unexpected instant change. I mean the sub has now been making me feel drained recently every now and then I guess so maybe slowly it is finally putting in some real work....but I just don't feel any different right now....
I guess I am not taking this sub seriously. If I was I'd be listening to it for up to 12 hours every day and using headphones hardcore too.
July 11
US Tones
vol 30
Total time listened 7.5 hours
I know I said I wouldnt report any negative things but only actual positive ones but I guess its just boredom making me write this pre review. Another reason I am writing this is because I am 2 weeks away from completing EPHRA. (another 14 days) before starting AM 6. I really have no satisfactory reports or any changes that I am feeling; I still feel the same as I've been before starting this sub. Irrational fears are still present. I don't know if this sub works things internally before portraying results externally.
Lol I know that for me EPHRA may be something to use long term because decades of bad programming in my mind will not change me in 32 days. But I am getting rather bored with using it now and a tad bit selfishly impatient... not seeing what I want to see with external results in the outside world....yeah there have been tidbits of interesting outcomes but still not to the level that I'd like....I promised to stick this one out for 32 days and I will do what I say regardless of the outcome no matter how boring it is becoming. I am sure it will help me change but 32 days I doubt I will see anything happen unless it is one of those things at the last day of using it and BAM! unexpected instant change. I mean the sub has now been making me feel drained recently every now and then I guess so maybe slowly it is finally putting in some real work....but I just don't feel any different right now....
I guess I am not taking this sub seriously. If I was I'd be listening to it for up to 12 hours every day and using headphones hardcore too.
