07-11-2016, 10:06 AM
Stage 5 lifts up and even if I don't want to admit it, the last event has shocked me to my senses and now dreadgame ( which I before perceived as an no-go even ) is very appealing, which shows how much is currently lifted. If I become this asshole ( which is an self-perception ) I fully embrace it. I'm growing and this is not the final destination, I don't even care about game tbh, I'm fully turning towards myself. Its an kickstart and stage 5 is an leap currently. I'm feeling fearless, savage, uncaring, unconcerned. My priorities are first, the rest pretty much comes second. Neediness is definitely being destroyed further and I will never be the same again, which I frankly don't care about either. In this for myself only.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus