Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

Sarge is apparentlydoomed to suffer the limits of his faulty beliefs instead.

Lol. If you can explain why women go nuts for me when I hate them, but don't pay any attention to me whatsoever when I'm tolerant,m understanding, empathic, and all those other "good" things, that'd be great. Otherwise I'll keep moving towards the good reactions rather than the "good" behavior.

Women don't go nuts for you when you do the negativity thing. Damaged women do. The ones with emotional damage from guys who treated them like shit, who they couldn't distinguish from "alpha". Which hurt them, and somehow makes them think that's what they deserve. Which they then seek out again.

Healthy women don't put up with that shit for the blink of an eye.

So by being an asshole, you attract women who are damaged, and that perpetuates your need to be an asshole. It might get your dick wet sometimes, but you'll never find a woman you can really be happy with that way.

Getting "all lovey dovey" isn't the natural end result of the programming I am putting in this program. It frees you of your own self imposed limits based on past traumas. If you feel like being lovey dovey, that's your choice. Or, if you feel like being more masculine, that's your choice too. You're misunderstanding what the clearing scripting is doing. Assuming it makes you "lovey dovey" and "weak". The fact is, it is taking the handcuffs off you and the leg irons you're wearing right now, but probably don't even know it, because you got so used to them you think they're "normal". What you do from there is up to you.

But if you want to keep going in the direction of negativity, have fun. Eventually, though, you're going to get tired of the self inflicted suffering, and have to change something. Might take someone as boneheaded as you are years, even decades, but it always plays out the way I say it will. I have had more than a few friends and students just like you. In fact you remind me so much of my friend Dave that it's scary. Took him 2 decades and having a kid to finally start getting it. Hope it doesn't take you that long.