To a new Horizon - AM6

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Stage 5 Day 7

Fucked up big time again...!!!!
Was out on the weekend and had big plans to do some activities, sport and meet new people and get laid. Instead i got really drunk, fucked up with 2 people who i just met, got thrown out of a club because i was so drunk and wasted alot of money on alc. Came back home in the morning and also fucked up with my new flatmates... The last 2 days i was just sleeping and being depressed in my bed while outside tehre are some great festivals and sunshine...
Also let down a fuckbuddy i promised to visit...

Feeling like a big down. I left the last city where i was happy and had a good job and friends and girls for this new city. But i had the city here and the closed minded, weird people here. Also my new job sucks and i am afraid i will loose it soon.

Basically i went from good life to a zeropoint where it cant get much worse.
Need to sleep over it and find a new actionplan to drive my life into a new direction.

Over and out...