09-28-2016, 02:31 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-05-2017, 01:15 PM by HorizonPUA.)
Hey, I want to start my own Journal now, writing about everything what happens inside and outside in my life and see the effects of subs and pheromones on it.
I listend to several subs before(ASC, EPRHA, DMSI, AM6) and got various results, but not sure if its just placebo / generall improvement or from the subs.
Anyway where is the damage to just listen to it while sleeping and working and get some positive effects, right ? : )
I am 29 now and work in a high paid job as an IT - Engineer.Before that i travelled around the world for 2 years, which is also my biggest passsion.
But currently I am at a deep point like I never experienced before in my life.
Went already to a doctor which diagnosed me with medium depressions(which is common in the geneics of my family, even some suicide attempts) and subscribed me some AD.
Since I hate the pharma industrie and believe they are more about money the genuine healing people, i didnt took my meds yet and try to fight by my own!
Taking vitamins and minerals to help my body and reading books and positive thinking helped alot already.
Also got alot of support from my family and friends.
Now I am aleady more positiv again and try to change my life circumstances and feeling motivated again to get out of bed.
Probabaly need to start meditating and doing some sport again!
Mostly its my general life i am unhappy with.I am in a new city i dont like with a career i dont like and no social cirlce at all.
Also dont have and girl(friends) and sexual ativity at the moment.Also no regular activity or hobbies to get me out of the house.
The worst I dont know where my life diection is going towards.In the past i had the big dream of a world trip and worked everything for it.
Now this is done and I need new life goals and a purpose.
Will try to get back to another city where i have a social circle and felt happy, also trying to build up my own Affiliate Buiness, to be financial independent. At the same time searching for new exciting and adventoures hobbies and soem sweet girls.
So I basically start at a zero point of my life where i can reinvent myself : )
Long story short, trying various subs and reporting about my results here!
I listend to several subs before(ASC, EPRHA, DMSI, AM6) and got various results, but not sure if its just placebo / generall improvement or from the subs.
Anyway where is the damage to just listen to it while sleeping and working and get some positive effects, right ? : )
I am 29 now and work in a high paid job as an IT - Engineer.Before that i travelled around the world for 2 years, which is also my biggest passsion.
But currently I am at a deep point like I never experienced before in my life.
Went already to a doctor which diagnosed me with medium depressions(which is common in the geneics of my family, even some suicide attempts) and subscribed me some AD.
Since I hate the pharma industrie and believe they are more about money the genuine healing people, i didnt took my meds yet and try to fight by my own!
Taking vitamins and minerals to help my body and reading books and positive thinking helped alot already.
Also got alot of support from my family and friends.
Now I am aleady more positiv again and try to change my life circumstances and feeling motivated again to get out of bed.
Probabaly need to start meditating and doing some sport again!
Mostly its my general life i am unhappy with.I am in a new city i dont like with a career i dont like and no social cirlce at all.
Also dont have and girl(friends) and sexual ativity at the moment.Also no regular activity or hobbies to get me out of the house.
The worst I dont know where my life diection is going towards.In the past i had the big dream of a world trip and worked everything for it.
Now this is done and I need new life goals and a purpose.
Will try to get back to another city where i have a social circle and felt happy, also trying to build up my own Affiliate Buiness, to be financial independent. At the same time searching for new exciting and adventoures hobbies and soem sweet girls.
So I basically start at a zero point of my life where i can reinvent myself : )
Long story short, trying various subs and reporting about my results here!