Well, unfortunately I am pissed off at the world and myself right now. This could be amped by some form or resistance but I'm wondering how happy I really am with my current situation. I know I'm not as happy as I could be at all.. I feel like an outcast right now. After this month I may take another month to use Happiness and Joy or I might just drop Positive Thinking all together.
EDIT: Ok, well I'm feeling a little better because I disconnected from other people's thoughts. I don't know what they are saying or thinking anyways so why worry about it and get pissed off. And I just need to be patient, listen to these subs, and enjoy the opportunities of the future as much as possible.
At least I've made strides at work and I say good morning to everyone I pass by now. Been doing that all week consistantly. Just in the past I usually wouldn't say anything if that person is usually always in a shitty mood or even if the person is feeling good. I would let those negative people bring me down and when I was around more positive people I'd be an a more emotionless state. I need to continue to relax and breathe and just take things slowly.
EDIT: Ok, well I'm feeling a little better because I disconnected from other people's thoughts. I don't know what they are saying or thinking anyways so why worry about it and get pissed off. And I just need to be patient, listen to these subs, and enjoy the opportunities of the future as much as possible.
At least I've made strides at work and I say good morning to everyone I pass by now. Been doing that all week consistantly. Just in the past I usually wouldn't say anything if that person is usually always in a shitty mood or even if the person is feeling good. I would let those negative people bring me down and when I was around more positive people I'd be an a more emotionless state. I need to continue to relax and breathe and just take things slowly.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
