Am 6.0 first run

[Kol]

Stage 5 is amazing thus far, an breeze compaired to stage 4. Not much caring about eye contact and having moments of total relaxation and not giving an fuck. Getting less IOI's, strong reduction in social anxiety, rather replaced with an fierce inner "voice"or what it is. Growing very much less responsive and being like a rock amidst the storms. My focus grows stonrlgy on the self development and keeps me on track, empowering me even further. I'm ecstatic and euphoric. Many shifts are happening in an blink of an eye when I think about it ( such as the friend manifestation ) Its smooth yet mindblowing.

The resiatance ( I begin to resent that word, feelings come up, tension and then release, basically ) is different then that from stage 4. Its more hopefull (?)

Time value gets more integrated instead of being an mere idea, fully actualizing, organzing. Less bs tolerance. This stage seems to have an faster time sense ( urgency? ) then stage 4, which was dragging. Im more flowing right now.

Edit|: my bodylanguage feekls heavy but powerfull, like an strong field ( aura?) also, when taking pictures of myself, my eyes are standing out and am drawn in by my own eyes. I have this glow, this unexplainable presence with me, and only looking at the pictures make me feel increasingly attractive.