Am 6.0 first run

[Kol]

can't stand negativity now. My focus is laser sharp. Some strong tension and depression surfaces, including micro episodes of being amnesiac, but realizing I am the one deciding. I'm feeling pretty good moodwise, new experience to feel bodily tense but moodwise fucking awesome. Strong decision in what I want to do. My will feels dominant. Like, this sense of knowing what I want, this straight line.