I'm becoming an better man. that's about it. an great sense of self growing, confidence. flaking happens, whatever. attraction is stil there. feeling an slight sadness and people seem to not make eye contact like on stage 4. Also, many "rules"of game ( so fucking self validating and self entitled currently, stretching it through ) seem to dissolve. Its an greater understanding, self-love supplication. Also, an greater sense in masculine and what it entails, leading, initiation, cold opening, self entitlement, dominance, masculine force. I develop this hitman mindset which is mentioned in some AM journals. Total absence of negative selftalk. I aswell am aware about the playfullness. I'm writing but feel not conscious at all right now. Its an very weird feeling.
Attraction as being something that exist in that way. Before I would be fearfull of loss or whatever it was, and now I'm growing and gaining this understanding, those blocks slowly being replaced by something more free. Its clear in my head to have this, like, eye contact, just an event happening. Self-development and growing self-estaam, self-reliance, confidence and growth.
Attraction as being something that exist in that way. Before I would be fearfull of loss or whatever it was, and now I'm growing and gaining this understanding, those blocks slowly being replaced by something more free. Its clear in my head to have this, like, eye contact, just an event happening. Self-development and growing self-estaam, self-reliance, confidence and growth.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
