07-04-2016, 06:11 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-05-2016, 05:37 PM by hiddenalias.)
Day 11 - July 4th
US Tones
6 hours
Volume 32
First off before I get into the dreams, let me tell you guys WOW! I did not know that putting the volume 2 notches higher would give me such a powerful vivid dream that I've had last night! Not only that but I feel extremely drained (didn't feel so drained in the 1st 10 days of its usage).
Dreams: There was actually 2 of them (the events will not be in chronological order)
1. The first dream looked like I was in a scene with police officers. I think we were trying to crank the car battery or something......there was a woman officer who I was trying to "date" as it felt from the dream. So I think she was taking care of her elderly and weakened parents that had no life left in them; like they were very frail. One of the woman officer's sister I think told me she was actually involved in a gang as a officer. So I think I felt disappointed hearing this. But the most powerful scene from the dream was when I think I was trying to power up a car battery by myself and the voltage was sooo high that I got knocked out and woke up somewhere else, I guess this was the woman officer's house. (That was such a vivid experience; I think because we were having a lightning thunderstorm outside while sleeping, the dream interprets what is going on outside with a giant rumbling boom and interprets it into the dream; I must have slept through it and thats when the "voltage" shock took effect. That's okay because I don't like being awoken to a rumbling thunder anyways).
# 2
All I remember in this one is that there is a group of people in a jungle and some 'bad' guys want something and they threaten one of the guys that they will do so and so (such as from the season 1 of Lost where Sayid is putting some bamboo needles or whatever in Sawyer's fingers as they had him tied up to the tree as a hostage). Some woman speaks up to say something that would work against their threat....that's all I remember...sorry for the cliffhanger lol.
So as far as the day was, nothing really exciting to report. Guess I have to keep on trucking and listen so much that my current mindset must be weakened to produce the new me. Even if I am only listening for 32 days, I guess I need to listen for 12 hours a day in these remaining 3 weeks or so. Try to anyway. The only time I may post is when I have vivid dreams and reports of feeling drained and the total hours listened and how I listend to the subs. That is definitely a important record to be mindful of..
The other tiems I would post is not to talk about venting of negative events that occur in my day like as if I am not even using the sub but to report what the sub claims it will help to produce with continuous listening. I guess I would even include things that I feel are important to be noted down that I feel are the cause of the sub.
So there you have it readers; and with that being said one thing I would like to say is that I have been becoming lazy or not wanting to go to my current job that I used to do mostly I am thinking is ever since listening to the sub.....before the sub I just went so something is preventing me from going.....havent been to work for a little over 2 weeks now. Lol maybe EPHRA is producing some kind of depression feeling or something weeding out my internal beliefs.
I won't be posting daily no more again only when certain events occur is when I think should be appropriate whether it be tomorrow or 10 days from now. Wish me luck in my journey with EPHRA
US Tones
6 hours
Volume 32
First off before I get into the dreams, let me tell you guys WOW! I did not know that putting the volume 2 notches higher would give me such a powerful vivid dream that I've had last night! Not only that but I feel extremely drained (didn't feel so drained in the 1st 10 days of its usage).
Dreams: There was actually 2 of them (the events will not be in chronological order)
1. The first dream looked like I was in a scene with police officers. I think we were trying to crank the car battery or something......there was a woman officer who I was trying to "date" as it felt from the dream. So I think she was taking care of her elderly and weakened parents that had no life left in them; like they were very frail. One of the woman officer's sister I think told me she was actually involved in a gang as a officer. So I think I felt disappointed hearing this. But the most powerful scene from the dream was when I think I was trying to power up a car battery by myself and the voltage was sooo high that I got knocked out and woke up somewhere else, I guess this was the woman officer's house. (That was such a vivid experience; I think because we were having a lightning thunderstorm outside while sleeping, the dream interprets what is going on outside with a giant rumbling boom and interprets it into the dream; I must have slept through it and thats when the "voltage" shock took effect. That's okay because I don't like being awoken to a rumbling thunder anyways).
# 2
All I remember in this one is that there is a group of people in a jungle and some 'bad' guys want something and they threaten one of the guys that they will do so and so (such as from the season 1 of Lost where Sayid is putting some bamboo needles or whatever in Sawyer's fingers as they had him tied up to the tree as a hostage). Some woman speaks up to say something that would work against their threat....that's all I remember...sorry for the cliffhanger lol.
So as far as the day was, nothing really exciting to report. Guess I have to keep on trucking and listen so much that my current mindset must be weakened to produce the new me. Even if I am only listening for 32 days, I guess I need to listen for 12 hours a day in these remaining 3 weeks or so. Try to anyway. The only time I may post is when I have vivid dreams and reports of feeling drained and the total hours listened and how I listend to the subs. That is definitely a important record to be mindful of..
The other tiems I would post is not to talk about venting of negative events that occur in my day like as if I am not even using the sub but to report what the sub claims it will help to produce with continuous listening. I guess I would even include things that I feel are important to be noted down that I feel are the cause of the sub.
So there you have it readers; and with that being said one thing I would like to say is that I have been becoming lazy or not wanting to go to my current job that I used to do mostly I am thinking is ever since listening to the sub.....before the sub I just went so something is preventing me from going.....havent been to work for a little over 2 weeks now. Lol maybe EPHRA is producing some kind of depression feeling or something weeding out my internal beliefs.
I won't be posting daily no more again only when certain events occur is when I think should be appropriate whether it be tomorrow or 10 days from now. Wish me luck in my journey with EPHRA
