07-01-2016, 09:22 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-01-2016, 09:31 PM by hiddenalias.)
Day 8 - July 1st
7 hours listened
US Tones - volume 30
Today I felt like I was slightly "drained" I dont want to exaggerate that I was but couldve been, maybe through the sub.
I am hesitant to say anything and other times I will say it so it was a mix today.....but still reserve myself in saying it meaning that I dont care about saying it because it doesnt bother me if I do or dont.
The old me still reveals its ugly head in situations, like today I was told after a short phone interview that I was not going to have a face to face interview and I try to play it cool in such a corny fashion that it doesnt come out funny smooth with the person like "trying too hard" that makes him look stupid to put it one way......so I know my old self will still be around untill I am completely reprogrammed to the new me when it sets in real deep in my subconscious.
I do have some things to report but I dont want to exaggerate it maybe it was just coincidence...so what I am referring to is feeling calmness and not feeling any shame over like thoughts I used to have I would get embarrassed
7 hours listened
US Tones - volume 30
Today I felt like I was slightly "drained" I dont want to exaggerate that I was but couldve been, maybe through the sub.
I am hesitant to say anything and other times I will say it so it was a mix today.....but still reserve myself in saying it meaning that I dont care about saying it because it doesnt bother me if I do or dont.
The old me still reveals its ugly head in situations, like today I was told after a short phone interview that I was not going to have a face to face interview and I try to play it cool in such a corny fashion that it doesnt come out funny smooth with the person like "trying too hard" that makes him look stupid to put it one way......so I know my old self will still be around untill I am completely reprogrammed to the new me when it sets in real deep in my subconscious.
I do have some things to report but I dont want to exaggerate it maybe it was just coincidence...so what I am referring to is feeling calmness and not feeling any shame over like thoughts I used to have I would get embarrassed
