06-30-2016, 09:02 PM
Day 69 Stop Masturbating
Day 55 Ultra Motivation
I'm impressed at how long I haven't had beer; it's not that I'm no longer interested, but I'm simply not reaching for it. Meditation has been constant. Reading has been constant, but slow; I constantly get distracted, and catch myself 2 minutes later.
I've ordered aniracetam on Amazon; for 35 Canadian dollars, there are 90 capsules, so I'll have three months' worth of improved cognizance. I wonder if this will deeper the effect of subliminals, as it improves learning and memory.
It's hard to express how much I'm looking forward to using 'Stop Stuttering' again; my ability to string a sentence together in a clear, quick, and expressive way has always been hindered. The best analogy would be computer hardware that has to dedicate a greater proportion of its RAM to formulating the words themselves, which makes it more difficult to form the ideas and recall facts, numbers, statistics, etc. I hope to either increase my RAM, or reduce the workload that speaking has.
Work has been ramping up; it's Canada Day tomorrow, and it's Independence day on Monday, so this entire weekend will be busy.
Day 55 Ultra Motivation
I'm impressed at how long I haven't had beer; it's not that I'm no longer interested, but I'm simply not reaching for it. Meditation has been constant. Reading has been constant, but slow; I constantly get distracted, and catch myself 2 minutes later.
I've ordered aniracetam on Amazon; for 35 Canadian dollars, there are 90 capsules, so I'll have three months' worth of improved cognizance. I wonder if this will deeper the effect of subliminals, as it improves learning and memory.
It's hard to express how much I'm looking forward to using 'Stop Stuttering' again; my ability to string a sentence together in a clear, quick, and expressive way has always been hindered. The best analogy would be computer hardware that has to dedicate a greater proportion of its RAM to formulating the words themselves, which makes it more difficult to form the ideas and recall facts, numbers, statistics, etc. I hope to either increase my RAM, or reduce the workload that speaking has.
Work has been ramping up; it's Canada Day tomorrow, and it's Independence day on Monday, so this entire weekend will be busy.
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