Neediness vs knowing is an whole different place to come from. Like, knowing you have an harem, instead of "i need to approach and need women in my life"I already fucking have that. Also, the whole value giving to women feels just off, like, its causing an bridge. I don't feel much about writing lately, almost like this current massive anxiety and tension pass. Feeling pretty sleepy aswell due to it. the outcome will be gold.
Also, loosen up more. less serious in textgame, like from where do i came from, unrightfully labeling it beta and alpha, like its some sort of static model. An alpha can act beta if he fucking wants to, because he's beyond that stuff. telling her some random shit from an place of self-amusement.
Embrace tension. AM will adress it, because I have felt it before. like this tension suddenly switches into thrill and laughing. I keep approaching daily. Embrace the tension, I will keep going. I can get pretty agressive in my approaches like that, like, its causing me to go machine mode.
Interesting when you have an goal in mind, let say, findign your stuff, you talk to everyone without hesitation, like wtf is this shit.
Listening to some stuff from arash dibazar about the connections, trying/needy shit, its sensed. having several girls chasing, and some try, and i'm like, this is awkward. same as an girl saying "I like you", wtf. women are illogical, attraction happens.
Value is already offered, i'm already high value in this, also, no need anyone or anything, shifting to connection instead of being all hesitating.
Also, having more anger coming up, dissolving more nice guy stuff and teasing people. For an reason my mind translates this into attraction. My eye contact is stronger, even prolonged, to the point it lingers and glues with people, having people being angry about me today aswell, aswell as people qualifying themselves to me.
feeling pretty much free currently, also having insight gained with my therapist. she is female and all about safety and shit, while I realize fearlessness is an masculine trait, going places, leader of man, dominance. She basically hung on my lips but I don't give 2 shits. went out of my way to compliment her but she went all uneasy. subtle moment op prolonged eye contact, lip licks, hairplay, shoudler exposure.
Also unmoved in traffic when hitting the claxon. this muslim female went fully mental, gesturing, angry eyes, not giving an reaction to her but self amused smile. another driver behind me gave me the middle finger. I notice now some anger coming up aswell, some boundary stuff which seem to be a theme the last couple of days.
Also, loosen up more. less serious in textgame, like from where do i came from, unrightfully labeling it beta and alpha, like its some sort of static model. An alpha can act beta if he fucking wants to, because he's beyond that stuff. telling her some random shit from an place of self-amusement.
Embrace tension. AM will adress it, because I have felt it before. like this tension suddenly switches into thrill and laughing. I keep approaching daily. Embrace the tension, I will keep going. I can get pretty agressive in my approaches like that, like, its causing me to go machine mode.
Interesting when you have an goal in mind, let say, findign your stuff, you talk to everyone without hesitation, like wtf is this shit.
Listening to some stuff from arash dibazar about the connections, trying/needy shit, its sensed. having several girls chasing, and some try, and i'm like, this is awkward. same as an girl saying "I like you", wtf. women are illogical, attraction happens.
Value is already offered, i'm already high value in this, also, no need anyone or anything, shifting to connection instead of being all hesitating.
Also, having more anger coming up, dissolving more nice guy stuff and teasing people. For an reason my mind translates this into attraction. My eye contact is stronger, even prolonged, to the point it lingers and glues with people, having people being angry about me today aswell, aswell as people qualifying themselves to me.
feeling pretty much free currently, also having insight gained with my therapist. she is female and all about safety and shit, while I realize fearlessness is an masculine trait, going places, leader of man, dominance. She basically hung on my lips but I don't give 2 shits. went out of my way to compliment her but she went all uneasy. subtle moment op prolonged eye contact, lip licks, hairplay, shoudler exposure.
Also unmoved in traffic when hitting the claxon. this muslim female went fully mental, gesturing, angry eyes, not giving an reaction to her but self amused smile. another driver behind me gave me the middle finger. I notice now some anger coming up aswell, some boundary stuff which seem to be a theme the last couple of days.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
