06-27-2016, 09:10 AM
(06-27-2016, 08:00 AM)Natious Wrote: Wow, felt incredibly insecure in a relatively familiar setting today (my class). It is so frustrating to feel so weak, I pretty much didn't talk to anyone except when someone started a conversation. And there was that one girl who I had a short chat with after class, but even then I felt so insecure! This made me think a little bit further about how could I possibly make out with her or any girl when I feel like this. I feel the weakness even in my walk now. I guess ASC has finally worn off.
Very unpleasant journey right now, I want to rename EPRHA 2.0 to "Feel like a little girl 5.5g". I hope this is only temporary because I am actually aiming for the OPPOSITE of this with running E2.
The actual state I want to reach is confident, strong, balanced, zen, clear. This right now seems very out of reach, especially with the current state.
Completely get this post, 100%. Even today, we are having the same experience.
I feel a latent depression in the background, and wonder how I can truly make the step to escalate with girls, or even date them. Seems far off.
Strange we are having the same experience at the same time.
Anyway, great post and thanks for sharing.
