06-27-2016, 08:00 AM
Wow, felt incredibly insecure in a relatively familiar setting today (my class). It is so frustrating to feel so weak, I pretty much didn't talk to anyone except when someone started a conversation. And there was that one girl who I had a short chat with after class, but even then I felt so insecure! This made me think a little bit further about how could I possibly make out with her or any girl when I feel like this. I feel the weakness even in my walk now. I guess ASC has finally worn off.
Very unpleasant journey right now, I want to rename EPRHA 2.0 to "Feel like a little girl 5.5g". I hope this is only temporary because I am actually aiming for the OPPOSITE of this with running E2.
The actual state I want to reach is confident, strong, balanced, zen, clear. This right now seems very out of reach, especially with the current state.
Very unpleasant journey right now, I want to rename EPRHA 2.0 to "Feel like a little girl 5.5g". I hope this is only temporary because I am actually aiming for the OPPOSITE of this with running E2.
The actual state I want to reach is confident, strong, balanced, zen, clear. This right now seems very out of reach, especially with the current state.
