05-30-2011, 07:48 AM
Almost three weeks into Stage 2 of AM2011.
The past couple of night have been much better in regards to sleep, so I seem to have passed the resistance for now.
Last night, I had a couple of dreams that both involved pretty much the exact same theme. They were both about people making a big change in their lives and being successful at it. It was encouraging. The first involved a spy retiring to pursue a different career. The second was the same thing with a pair of spies who were leaving because they were getting married.
(A third dream was almost completely unrelated and involved some evil mastermind trying to kidnap the Cheetos mascot. I don't even eat Cheetos...)
I didn't deal well with change for a long time. Over the past few years, I've had to learn to do so very quickly and quite often but without my conscious choice to make those changes. It was always me adapting to a change from outside. After AM2010, I was much better at it.
I'm hoping that this is a sign that AM2011 is helping me be better at initiating my own changes when I see them become necessary.
The past couple of night have been much better in regards to sleep, so I seem to have passed the resistance for now.
Last night, I had a couple of dreams that both involved pretty much the exact same theme. They were both about people making a big change in their lives and being successful at it. It was encouraging. The first involved a spy retiring to pursue a different career. The second was the same thing with a pair of spies who were leaving because they were getting married.
(A third dream was almost completely unrelated and involved some evil mastermind trying to kidnap the Cheetos mascot. I don't even eat Cheetos...)
I didn't deal well with change for a long time. Over the past few years, I've had to learn to do so very quickly and quite often but without my conscious choice to make those changes. It was always me adapting to a change from outside. After AM2010, I was much better at it.
I'm hoping that this is a sign that AM2011 is helping me be better at initiating my own changes when I see them become necessary.